IT'S OFFICIAL

WATCH OUT! The news is PUBLIC!!!
and on Facebook :P

here is the long awaited pic :)

I'm excited !!! are you ? :P

Bitty Bump

HAHAHAHA funny story so I wrote a post like this one
and then posted it in my other VERY PUBLIC BLOG
Then I quickly , very very quickly deleted it ! WHEW! CLOSE ONE!

anyways here is my bitty bump!

Oh man ! Y'all are prayer warriors because since the last blog post

the following has happened:

• I got my progesterone refill
• I have a prenatal appt THIS MONDAY!
• I made some progress on the whole insurance issue!

PTL! Seriously though, I mean I am SOOO GRATEFUL!
Also funny story about the prenatal appt.
I scheduled it today and
then called my boss about
hopefully being able to get out early on Monday
because the appt. is at 2:30 (school ends at 3:00)
and their was an issue
surrounding Monday and in effort to try to explain
why I really would like I go to
this appt. I ended up telling him
I was pregnant because I was honestly starting to sound
ridiculous trying to explain the situation
while tiptoeing around WHY

so yea, but the rest of the staff
doesn't know... I'll most likely tell them next week :)
and I'll be posting an update on Monday for sure!!!

<3! Enjoy the bitty bump!

Stress stress and stress...

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So, i'm getting a little overwhelmed lately...
Why? ... because of our Health Insurance.
Our insurance company left Arkansas, yes you read that right... they left
and we were left with not too many options.

Praise God that I became pregnant BEFORE march 15th because that allowed me
to be eligible for a program for insurance that will cover my baby and I right away :)

That's the good news, the bad news is we are STILL WAITING to hear from them.
Very frustrating when you  need the following:

-More Progesterone (prescription that insurance helps with cost)
-Prenatal OB/GYN appt.
-a Progesterone Blood draw (which measures the amount of progesterone I produce naturally)

Oh wait, I can't do any of those because if I did some of those things without insurance I would be paying a hefty price, take my word for it... paying for maternity care when you DON'T have maternity yet IS NOT CHEAP (after losing delaney, everything was labeled maternity, and I was paying for maternity but -I had to pay into that plan for a year BEFORE I reaped the benefits) aka- lots of $$


Did I mention I hate grown up stuff :(


Pray that this will all get worked out VERY SOON... as in this week!!!

When to tell...

So i'm 8 weeks today and i'm struggling with when to tell...
Here is the dilemma, I would love to tell work and share this joy
with them but I know once I tell work it's like "making it public news"
and therefore I won't be able to manage very well or control rather
if it leaks out as general knowledge

And then of course I'm paranoid someone who already knows is going to
make a folly and post something like "i'm sooooo excited for you both"
on my facebook and then the can of worms is opened!

I really shoudn't tell the news publicly until probably I have my first
"official" Drs Appt. So hmmm I think that's my answer... I'll wait till then...
whenever that will be (hahah hmmmm) I should get on that.

I guess seeing that I have seen my regular physician,
been working with Dr. Hilgers office and
gotten an ultrasound already
 I think my view of never having
an "official" you are pregnant let do some tests blah blah blah  appt.
is skewed!

Anyways if you reading this I either made the new public by now
or you were one of the few that knew early on  :)